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Sunday, 12 July 2009

  • I am having the hardest time sticking to my goals the last couple of days and I feel soo fat and disgusting... Ive been to scared to step on the scale. This has toSTOP.Why is it so hard to do something I want so bad??

    INtake sofar:

    1tbs peanut butter

    OUTtake:

    1hr Power class

    Thinnnnspo..

    n507042353_1989346_8257 Tinniest legs ever.. untitled n122200729_30455811_3391 Purple bathing suit.n507042353_1349373_8788

    She looks so tiny compared to the monster next her her.

     

    Stay strong ladies, xoxo

Thursday, 09 July 2009

  • The rest of yesterday went well, my intake was small and I taught a Power class which was killer!

    Today has started off bad... I slept at my bf's house and he made me eat a muffin for breakfast this morning and now I feel disgusting... Atleast it has inspired me to start a 48hr liquid fast* I dont teach today so im going to have to find a different time to go workout today. I feel like going for a run :)
    intake so far"
    b-muffin (300cal??)
    l&d= tba.....liquidssss

    thinspo

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    I NEED to stay strong today**
    Ill update my weight after the gym,

    peace,love,skinny

Wednesday, 08 July 2009

  • Ready for results

     Back once again!!

    Im currently sitting at 118lbs.... It is discusting.
    I need all the distraction/inspiration I can get and I think this will really help.

    intake:

    b-coffeeee

    thinspo.xoxo

    BEFORE (blonde girl in beige dress)

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    AFTER (perfection..)

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Monday, 29 September 2008

  • My life is sooo hectic right now!! Ive been away from this for soo long, to long.. I need it back though. I know Ive lost weight, ppl have commented and I fit into clothes I havent been able to fit into for years which is an unbelievable feeling :) However I dont feel like its good enough. Im still a fatass and need to loose weight.. Without this blogg I dont think I will be able to do it, I need support and motivation.. Im loosing sight of what I want and am scared the weight will pile back on. . Today has not been that good.. I have been sick for the past two weeks no joke. Its been hell. I went to the gym today and did 15 min of cardio and thought I was going to passout or die, worst idea ever. I was so angry I just want to work out damnit.. so I practiced intructing my power class for an hour and then did some abs. I need to get healthy!!
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Monday, 25 August 2008

  •   Saturday went amazing :).. Untill Sunday came around, I had slept at my friends house bc no one was capable of driving home that night and got home the next day around 1. I didnt eat anything until we had all our family over for supper. I ate an entire meall .... and I feel absolutly disgusting and full. .It wasnt super bad food but I still am mad at myself for eating "normal". I had one homemadedinner roll size bun, 1.5c greek salad, 5 fries, and 1cup of ice cream...
    SOoo because of my huge mess up I am fasting for the next two days!! It wont be hard to skip any meals bc I work through supper both nights and thats the only meal my family eats. Im going to pick up some good 0cal drinks so it feels like a treat that Im fasting ha.

    Ill update later on the progress

    Intake so far:

    b- 1c coffee with splenda

    l- (tba)

    s-(tba)

    Outtake:
    (tba-on my way to the gym right now :) )

    Thinspo:

    Daria Werbowy

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